Sad to say that things have not been going smoothly at this stage of my life... Shannel left for Australia on the 8th...since then i actually spent RM100 calling her..and that doesn't include the millions and millions of SMS I sent her to make sure she's alright... There are some things on my mind that i can't get over..or get rid of. These thoughts are what I hate and TRULY want to get rid of..but can't..
Fuckin hell there's a thief in the house i suspect...I FUCKIN LOST RM 100+ fr my stash.. pls return it to me whoever you are before i come to you..smashing your nose so far in your face you'll have inverted features like some people have inverted nipples... or have my foot so far up ur ass you can floss with my laces...
I used to think that i was MACHO.. i'd always been the one to give advice..one who doesn't cry.. one who knows no pain!! (true given that i dislocated my ankle 3 times EACH LEG!) All these actually came to a naught at this moment of time... I've suddenly had an increase in estrogen...became VERY vulnarable.. feeling confused.. even shed a tear or two... Oh well that's life and there is a lesson everyone should learn..."the only thing that is certain is life is....CHANGE" In case you haven't noticed.. i have changed, one would never guess how much a person can mature over 2 years but i can proudly say that I HAVE MATURED a lot in 2 years..more that i ever dream of.. till the stage where i met up an old secondary school friend and had him comment.. "Where in God's name has the old stupid fucker, dumbass and cocky shit TUNG went!?!?!?!"
Yes i have tried using ALL the advice i would usually give to others in a similar predicament..and NO it is not working...Guess the saying that a doctor can never treat himself, or a hairdresser can't cut his own hair(CAN THEY??) is true.. I need some SERIOUS help... not the kind where you take me out for a fun filled night help.. but sit with me and hear me RANT all night help..throw in a nod or two.. a little bit of "I understand how you feel".. or an advice or two..or three..heck make it a MILLION!!
Anyone who thinks they can help is more than welcome to respond by posting a comment..or post on my chatterbox... or email me at nigel_nyit@hotmail.com. Thank you very much in advanced..
p/s. If you Fuckers that wanna make fun of me want to post a comment..pls do not do so here if u don't want me rushing towards you with a knife..slicing and ripping ur balls off you.. you can do so in another blog...Suckers..
Love,
Emo Nigel
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