I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!! i just wrote a LONG FUCKIN ASS post and its gone...FUCK blogger.com
this is a synopsis of what i wrote...i couldn't be bothered to retype everything..i doubt i can reenact wat exactly i wrote anyway...here it goes...
can long distance relationships really work?? I used to justify mine by saying that i have a healthy 2 year relationship..it won't be a problem..but then again..this has been a healthy cum rocky relationship/..HAHA absurd i know but still...
how much can a person change when living in a foreign place?? a lot i tell you..the freedom they gain is like water in the sahara desert...PRICELESS.. do they abuse the freedom, or use it carefully?? more often than not they will be clueless about how to go about using this newfound freedom..they change their lifestyles to suit the foreign culture..thus getting to the point..will the other half experience a culture shock?? to me its not a culture shock per se..but a CHANGE shock...the do's and dont's of the relationship..they way we started and got on...suddenly became blur..Dont's became do's..URGH!!
I hate the insecurities i am facing..i hate the feelings..i hate that nothing can be done about it..i hate feeling helpless..i hate not knowing whats going on on the other side...in the mind...i hate the fact that nothin has been done..(the other side as well) I HATE THE ME THAT I AM NOW!! Of course i put up a confident, carefree font (i have a reputation to protect) but beneath the wall..DAMN i hate what i am going through..there are many ways that one can argue for the other side..and i have done the arguments myself but alas..one can't control how he/she feels right??
DAMN!
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